HEARBEAT

When I'm with you,

eternity is a step away,

my love continues to grow,

with each passing day.



This treasure of love,

I cherish within my soul,

how much I love you...

you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,

I've never felt before,

with each touch of your hand,

I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,

whenever we part,

know I hold you dearly,

deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,

I pray you hold true,

"Forever And Always,I Will Love You."

POEM

I hold my teardrops,
Just like rain drops in the night,
Feel like my heart stop,
But small soldier hold me tight,
Want to scream,
Like shadows sight,
Sleep means endless dream,
Like restless fight,
Should i be alive,
Should i start a new life,
Life brings sorrow,
Misery does not end tomorrow.

I HAVE A BAD LUCK OR NO LUCK??

PTSL2C
Ni la name class bru aku..
em..
aku x tau nk komen ape sal class bru ni..
maybe better than PTSL1B or maybe just ordinary..
next story..
a little argue with loved one became worst..
she had a broken leg..
a cut in her precious face ..
change to uitm dungun or arau..
haha..
am i laughing or crying..
it getting worst..
my room key fell into bathroom hole..
haha..
what a luck..
low pointer make it worst..
other problem doesnt bother me much but..
why does she have to leave me??
i never felt this way..
if she suffered a broken leg,i suffered a shattered heart...
i am trying so hard to be happy..
hoping that this is just a bad dream...

LETTER OF DEATH

Life is full of misery..
our life never always be happy..
all kind of shit happen to us..
people always said..
be strong friend..this just a test..
what a motherfucker are u??
said are easier than do..
fuck u..
suicide crossed my head few times..
living a life near death was enjoyable as life revive back..
should i suicide??
no..
why??
because someone still cares about u??
do they??
this is bullshit...
fucker..
bastard...

A piece of mind..

final exam da abis
muet pn da abis
byk yg face problem time muet..
tp x pe la..
kte da wat..
nothing we can do about the end result..
klu dpt smbung b.ED tesl best la..
klu x dpt,cri je la yg len..
ape la nk pening2 pale..
haha...
aku agk gmbira tika muet dtg kerna
buat seketika..
level 3 wing 2 agak pnuh ngan kelibat2 rakan2...
wlaupn hnya skjap..
x la kesunyian mendakap aku sgt..
sometimes aku suke tgk faris..
bkn suke cara gay ye..
suke tgk die sbb die pndai entertain diri die..
die introduce aku ngan the bloody beetroots ngan steve aoki..
gempak gile music electro..
whop whop..haha
electro..
music that full of vibe..
make me wanna move...
music does influence us..
kepade sape2 yg stress..
dgr je music electro..
mmg best..
like i said..
music is universal..
jd x salah kalau aku suke electro,metalcore,pop,dangdut,nasyid n etc..
janji kte happy...
thanks faris for da electro songs...

BATTLE AGAINST CIGARETTE ADDICTION

Smoking...

ape nkmat dunia yg terindah??

kan ku kata smoking...

hujah ku ini pasti akan disokong oleh beribu2 pengisap rokok yg lain...

sume smoker tau hazard yg bkal diterima tp nkmatnye lbih dr hazardnye..

itu jga pndapat aku mase dhulu..

what's good about smoke??

haha..

bile sedih..

kdang2 kwn x de..

sape pn x de...

tp rokok ade...

rokok la tmpt ku mengadu..

mslhku trbg brsama asap rokok itu..

sedikit sbyk mngurangkan tekanan yg dialami...

rokok sgt dbenci oleh kaum wanita...

nape??

rokok la tman tika kami sedih..

tp..

kata2 ayh jang serta ayahku mmbuatku sedar..

rokok bkn lah teman selamanya..

ia cuma mmbuat lubang di poket ku..

aku mula mrasai kesan asap2 durjana itu..

larianku mkin perlahan..

aku sering batuk2..

aku mula tertanya2..

adakah berbaloi aku memperjudikan nyawaku dengan sebatang rokok??

adakah nyawaku cuma bernilai 70 sen??

tidak2...

aku ingin hidup lbih lama..

utk mlihat ank dan cucuku berjaya..

mlihat perubahan dunia ..

ketika aku dimamah usia....

PENGALAMAN KE N DI RUMAH JANG

Den mnunggu bas di bus stop..

tggu pnya tggu..

den nmpk bas..

bas mara kaler kelabu..

tulis kt situ alor gajah..

den pn naek la..

driver tu kate bas tu g kl..

aku pn nk trun la

tibe2 driver tu srh aku nek je ngan charge seriggit

ngan muke malu sdikit,aku naek je la..haha

ape jadahnye tulis ke alor gajah..

ish3..

aku igt bas biase..rupenye bas ekspres...

x pe la

pastu aku naek bas g tampin.

dlm bas tu aku nmpk sorang cina..

tindik kt idung..

igt india..

muke serabut jew..

usha2 aku..

oi..nk rgol aku ke ape??haha

x pe la

aku pn trun la bas

lame gile nk kne tggu bas g pilah..

bosan2..smbil tu aku terpk yg tampin ni kat melaka ke kt n9??

lame gak la pk..akhirnya aku tahu yg tampin kt n9...

haha..

aku akhirnya brjaya naek bas..pakcik bas tu pnye la kerek..panaz ati bai..

tmbang bas 4.10 sen..

aku bg la 10 rggt..

die ckp ksar2 lak..

"x ckp 10 sen"...aku ngan muke yg panaz abis cube mncari 10 sen..

akhirnya ku jmp..haha...aku bg sambil mnahan prasaan ingin maki pkcik tu..haha

lame gak la nk smpai pilah..

pilah mengingatkan aku kpd kedah..

land of paddy field..

yahoo..

aku pn smpai kt pilah..

jang pn dtg amik aku..

mule2 g karaoke lu..

jang mcm biase la..

amik la DONT CRY n FANTASIA BULAN MADU..

giler r...sore die x pcah lak....

time tu mmber die pn ade..mmg kaki karaoke la bdk pilah..haha

mlm tu bru la den smpai kt umah die..

eh bsar la umah die..

x pe la..

aku pn mkn la mlm..

sdap giler mak die msk..hoho..besh2..

mlm tu g syisya..

syisya tu bru jo

klu x, x do syisya kt pilah...haha

pegi pn da lmbt tp still lyn gak..

dh la time tu ujan...

best giler aku ckp kau..

x mcm syisya kt lendu..

asap die tbal giler..

dh la satu blang tu lyn due org jew..

gile la..pale aku skit nk mampus mlm tu..

terbaek lah syisya pilah..hahaahahhahahaha

pastu ade la g jln2 kt pilah..klu nk cite pnjg la...tp seriusly aku nk pegi g pilah..huhu

tq jang n family..