Islam is the way of life..

Assalamualaikum..

Sedang aku duduk menonton televisyen td,

Tiba-tiba aku terfikir tentang hidup aku..

Am i living a happy life??

Sad life or miserable life??

To be honest, i'm living a miserable life..

Sejak aku kecik, aku selalu kurang bernasib baik..

I was a black sheep of my family..

Nak mintak benda susah..

Ye bapak aku keje susah tapi aku selalu rasa unfair..

Baju t-shirt pun aku takde..

Kutip baju-baju2 abang then pakai..

Boleh cakap semua ahli keluarga aku benci dengan aku..

Bodoh+kurang ajar=memang la kena ban..

Tapi seriously aku macam tertekan..

Jadi berdendam dengan keluarga sendiri..

Nasib baik mak ada..

Thank you mom..

Time aku dapat 7A dlm PMR,aku igt diorang akan sayang aku..

But,i was wrong..

Sekejap je..then benci balik..

Aku lack of love kot so what do you expect??

Memang la mulut jahat..

Tapi aku go on gak..

Even dihina dan dimaki,aku pursue TESL..

Once again,malang..

Fail pulak..semua sebab main-main..

Lagi la diorang benci..

Aish..

Tapi aku bertekad nak bagi dapat Dekan time sambung degree which i did(Thank you ALLAH)

O.M banyak ajar aku communciation skill which banyak buat aku matang..

Sekarang ni ok sikit la..

Nak pegi makan angin kat Sabah pun dah ajak aku..(LUCKY :) )

So about family da solve tapi...

Ade 2 things plak jadi masalah..

I'm losing my besties..

As time moves,it change me and my besties..

Things just crumble down..

Kawan baik yang aku anggap macam adik beradik da bergaduh ngan aku..

Hmmmm...

Aku memang ada kawan..quite a lot la kalau nak kire yang ada kt UiTM Perak..

Tp besties dari Melaka plak aku hilang..

What a life.. :(

Next about love life..

Like a said earlier, i have a bad luck..

Aku dah kapel banyak sangat..

Sangat banyak..

Tapi sorang je aku betul-betul nak buat jd isteri..

She's Farhana..

Aku tak pernah layan die ngan baik and now she's kicking me out of her life..

Which certainly happens before..

Aku broke up kejap and then realize i'm making a huge mistake..

Kapel balik and now i'm doing it wrong again..

To sum it all up,

Aku tak tawu kenapa aku tulis semua benda ni.

Aku takde tempat untuk cakap benda ni..

Luckily i have u,Blog..

Maybe, it is written yang aku memang kena hidup sorang..

Tak payah la ade family, kawan or awek..

Aku ni jahat sangat kot sampai semua benda dekat aku terluka..

Sejak kecik,semua benda yang aku sentuh,hancur..

Korang bagi la basikal ke..

Robot ke..

Raket ke..

Aku pegang 2 minit je mesti hancur..

Since primary, secondary to university life, I've always alone..

Seriously aku rasa sunyi sangat..

There are certain point aku rasa nak bunuh diri..

Apa guna ada harta or ilmu or whatsoever thing valuable if you got no one to share it with you???

I'm such a loser..

But ..

Realize that Islam doesn't need you, rather you need Islam. Therefore, do not try to

misinterpret authentic Islam. Do not try to change Islam, rather allow Islam to change you and

allow you to achieve your potential and true happiness

Ni ayat yang aku ambik dari fb I love islam...

CUKUP LA...

Enough being loser..

I'm living my life alone and i need only Allah..

Nothing else matter..

Better this way rather than hurting anyone close to me..

Better aku jadi pendiam..

Cukup la bercakap tu..

Hmmm..

Aku percaya Allah akan sediakan sesuatu yang baik untuk aku..

Hope result aku baik..

Amin...

Her Birthday

I'm listening to adele-rolling in the deep song..

Yup..I do listen to this type of song..ddduuhhh..

Actually tomorrow is her birthday and i've mistakenly create a stupid jokes which could cost my relationship..

Fuck..

But..things happen..

That's why i'm listening to this song..

Damn..

I'm so not focused..

I'm trying to create a song/poem/whatever shit u call it...

But i'm stucked..

Which make me kinda piss..

Dah la..Bye

Avenged Sevenfold

Assalamualaikum..

Aku baru je bangun dari tido..

With a blurry mind aku bukak youtube and dengar lagu avenged sevenfold..

Mule2 dengar afterlife je..

Then tergerak plak nk tgk v.clip so far away..

Aku da penah tgk v.clip ni..

Tp aku still nk ulang tgk..

So aku pn tgk la..

Bile aku dgr lagu ni,rasa laen..

Maybe sbb baru bgn tido..

Tp feeling die mmg best..

Maybe sbb lagu tu tribute utk drummer diorang yg da mati kot..

Seriously aku rase sumthing bile dgr lagu ni..

Rase sayu laen mcm..

Ni lirik die

"So Far Away"

Never feared for anything
Never shamed but never free
A life to heal the broken heart with all that it could
Lived a life so endlessly
Saw beyond what others see
I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could

Will you stay?
Will you stay away forever?

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you’re so far away

Plans of what our futures hold
Foolish lies of growing old
It seems we’re so invincible
The truth is so cold

A final song, a last request
A perfect chapter laid to rest
Now and then I try to find a place in my mind

Where you can stay
You can stay away forever

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you’re so far away

Sleep tight, I'm not afraid
The ones that we love are here with me
Lay away a place for me
Cause as soon as I'm done I'll be on my way
To live eternally

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
And the light you left remains but it’s so hard to stay
When I have so much to say but you're so far away

I love you
You were ready
The pain is strong and urges rise
But I'll see you
When He lets me
Your pain is gone, your hands untied

So far away
And I need you to know
So far away
And I need you to need you to know

I Just Can't Get Enough

Assalamualaikum..

Da lame tak dengar lagu b.e.p..

Tibe2 ajim ade lagu ni..

Aku pn teruslah dengar..

The first time i hear it, i had an eargasm..haha

Seriously fergie voice melt all my manly ego..

Bukan maen sedap lagi lagu ni..

Tapi meaning die lagi cool la..

I just cant get enough of my farhana hasri..

CHOW :P

Love Me Hate Me.. I dont give a crap!!!!

Assalamualaikum..

Tajuk pn da explain everything..

I had almost everything in Malacca when i'm 19..

Besties and bestgirl..yeah..the best girl..

I can't wish anything better than that..

I'm blessed..Truly blessed with it..

But life goes on..

I pursued my degree in Perak..

I met few people and make few enemies..

But still...

I do miss Malacca..

I might perform better in Perak but i'm happier in Malacca..

The best thing about Malacca is people..

People i met there..

They meant a lot to me..

Anyway, I'm back with my ex's..

She's the biggest piece of my heart puzzle..

No one can replace her..

If i told u i love u, then i'm fucking lie to u..

Sorry..

This is a fact.. I love her and only her..

Love u Farhana Hasri..

Islamic Warriors

Assalamulaikum..

Da dekat 2 semester aku kat sini..

And I tried a lot of things to make it as my hobby..

Lot and lots of things..

I hit the gym..Bust my ass running around the campus and tried ping pong..

FINALLY...

Jeng3

I found a great hobby which some of you may find it boring..

Reading..

YES..READING!!!

Wan Long do read books ok..

This hobby is inspired by my ustaz @ Ustaz Hamdi..

He seems to know everything.

Seriously..He know about Ikhwan Safa which most of us never care to know..

Enough about him..

My beloved buddy Mohd Izullah a.k .a alang brought a book when I hang out with him during lunch time..

This is the book..

I read and can't stop reading it..

My interest in Abdul Latip Talib books grew rapidly...

Alhamdulillah..

X susah pun nak cari buku-buku ni..

Kt sini ade pasar malam each Monday..

Ade lak brader yg jual buku2 agama..

Mmg byk gile buku die..

Aku pn borong sakan la buku2 die..

Dlm collection aku da ade buku Saidina Abu Bakar, Khalid Al Walid n Salahudin Ayubi..

Ade lg 2 buku which is The Battles of Prophet n Shahih Bukhari..

Aku tgh bace buku ni SALAHUDIN AYUBI..

Sangat Menarik..

That's my story for this month..Thank You

Pak Guard

Assalamualaikum..

Da lame x tlis blog..

Rndu membebel sorang2 kt sni..



Anyway, let go straight to my story..

Beberapa mggu lpas aku kne sman pak gad..

Knape??

Sbb x pkai helmet..

Tp bkn aku yg x pkai..

Sebenarnye member aku yg x pkai..

Meh aku cite dr awl..



Aku nk park moto kt fAculty n kwn aku nk park kt parking lot yg jauh gile babeng dr faculty..

Aku pn ngan baek ati pelawa la naek ngan aku smpai faculty..

Lps die park moto, aku pn bwk la..

Smpai kt faculty,aku ngan heran n bengangye ternmpk die x pkai helmet..

Nsb baek x kne sman..

Tp malang ku berbau duit..

Aku disaman pak gad time nk anta die g parking lot..



Nk wat camne..da slah kan so trme je la..



TAPI!!!!!

x boleh ke die bg warning dlu ke..

Tgur elok2 ke..

Asal nk ckp kasar2 then bg saman??

Mmg la 10 rggt je tp bkn sume student uitm kaye..

Bg warning dh la..

X rugi pn dwet bapak ko klu ko warning dlu..

Ko sman aku byk2 pn bkn naek gaji..

Bayang la ank ko kne sman camtu ngan PAK GAD cam ko..



Mls nk ktuk lebih2...

Polis pn leh tolak ansur g..ko tu JAGA je..



Please be a little more considerate toward others la..

Kte same2 Islam x kan x leh tolak ansur..

Dont Be Sad Nor Too Happy

Assalamualaikum..

I'm currently studying Don't Be Sad book which is a top seller around the globe..

And i know why it does..

Dlm buku tu ade byk sgt motivational tips related to our religion..

Aku tawu psl buku ni pn dr blog Jamilah Azhar..Thanks to u Jamie..

Before i study the book, i was wandering inside the mosque trying to find a book to read..

Err ade byk kitab tafsir tp ilmu x tggi..

Bce kang laen plak aku tafsir kang..

Then aku ternmpk bku Dont Be Sad dkt2 slh satu rak..

Aku pn amik la bace smntara nk mnggu waktu isyak..

Then,I realized..

This book is so beautifully crafted..

I try to applied things taught in the book and it does work..

Dlm buku ni ade section yg eplain psl mrh n dendam..

Lame tol aku belek bab tu..

And my temper kind of lesser and lesser now..

Alhamdulillah..

Buku ni tebal gak n aku x smpai stgh g pn..

I'm going to keep on reading..

Because knowledge about Islam is never enough..

:)

Intersection

I totally suck in grammar so sorry if there are many errors in my story.. :p

SInce we was a child,our parents always told us to make the right decision..

Hang with the right person so you will turned out to be a good man..

I've come to one big intersection in my life..

I'm the guy who always makes the wrong decision..

But..

I've changed..

I think i'm a wiser man now..

I analyze all the things around me and see how things can be perfectly solved without nerve wrecking situation..

Still..

I'm afraid i'm gonna made a wrong decision AGAIN!!!

If got tonnes of question to answer before i make my decision..

Let me reveal some of the questions:

1)Is there any love left or a relationship like this bound to responsibility??

2)Can i search someone better??

3)If i found someone better,can she hold me down for i'm a ticking time bomb??

4)Karma is going to hit me back or not if i left her??

5)Am i going to have better future without her??


I'm still thinking and weighing the best option..
Hope Allah give me signs and lead me out of this mind boggling rpoblem..

How life make fun of us..

Aku rase mcm hidup aku start time umo 18..
Time start TESL mcm dark ages aku nk matang..
But i never regret it..
One of the best moments in my life kot..
Tp da msuk degree kt uitm sri iskandar da mcm main event..
Point where every decision is important..
No room for errors..
I had no errors left..
Alhamdulillah..
I got back on track and lancing on the dean list..
Aku mmg laen la dr Ridzuan setaun lepas..
Dr someone yg fully worshiping American Culture to someone who knew things best..
Aku dlu cam x de agama..
Prngai mcm syaitan..
Seb baek tansfer dtg sni..
Classmate aku seb baek ok..
Aku terselamat while there is more who are drifting way far from their tracks..
Aku da mcm freaks pn ade..
Aku kejap lyn Asking Alexandria..
Kejap dgr Slam..
Tp skrg aku dgr je pape yg sdap..
Watpe nk dgr satu jenis lagu sdgkan byk g lagu2 sedap..
Lagu ni mcm makanan..
X kan hari2 nk mkn ayam..
Byk g lauk sedap..
But not all things leh ckp camtu..
Love for example..
Aku da byk tgk hbgn crash and burn..
I tried to save mine..
Tp ssh..
It's really hard..
Distance does make an impact..
The hardest thing i the world is to be loyal..
To be honest,yeah i do text the other girl but i never asked them to be my girlfriend..
NEVER EVER...
Biar la..
Kapel2 ni pn wat ape..
Blm tentu jd isteri..
I got almost nothing left..
Juz a few buddy,an I-POD,my bike and my family..
HAHAHA
My life feels like a joke..
But...
Hold on..
I'm coming fast to the peak..
HAHAHAHAHA