Dont Be Sad Nor Too Happy

Assalamualaikum..

I'm currently studying Don't Be Sad book which is a top seller around the globe..

And i know why it does..

Dlm buku tu ade byk sgt motivational tips related to our religion..

Aku tawu psl buku ni pn dr blog Jamilah Azhar..Thanks to u Jamie..

Before i study the book, i was wandering inside the mosque trying to find a book to read..

Err ade byk kitab tafsir tp ilmu x tggi..

Bce kang laen plak aku tafsir kang..

Then aku ternmpk bku Dont Be Sad dkt2 slh satu rak..

Aku pn amik la bace smntara nk mnggu waktu isyak..

Then,I realized..

This book is so beautifully crafted..

I try to applied things taught in the book and it does work..

Dlm buku ni ade section yg eplain psl mrh n dendam..

Lame tol aku belek bab tu..

And my temper kind of lesser and lesser now..

Alhamdulillah..

Buku ni tebal gak n aku x smpai stgh g pn..

I'm going to keep on reading..

Because knowledge about Islam is never enough..

:)

Intersection

I totally suck in grammar so sorry if there are many errors in my story.. :p

SInce we was a child,our parents always told us to make the right decision..

Hang with the right person so you will turned out to be a good man..

I've come to one big intersection in my life..

I'm the guy who always makes the wrong decision..

But..

I've changed..

I think i'm a wiser man now..

I analyze all the things around me and see how things can be perfectly solved without nerve wrecking situation..

Still..

I'm afraid i'm gonna made a wrong decision AGAIN!!!

If got tonnes of question to answer before i make my decision..

Let me reveal some of the questions:

1)Is there any love left or a relationship like this bound to responsibility??

2)Can i search someone better??

3)If i found someone better,can she hold me down for i'm a ticking time bomb??

4)Karma is going to hit me back or not if i left her??

5)Am i going to have better future without her??


I'm still thinking and weighing the best option..
Hope Allah give me signs and lead me out of this mind boggling rpoblem..

How life make fun of us..

Aku rase mcm hidup aku start time umo 18..
Time start TESL mcm dark ages aku nk matang..
But i never regret it..
One of the best moments in my life kot..
Tp da msuk degree kt uitm sri iskandar da mcm main event..
Point where every decision is important..
No room for errors..
I had no errors left..
Alhamdulillah..
I got back on track and lancing on the dean list..
Aku mmg laen la dr Ridzuan setaun lepas..
Dr someone yg fully worshiping American Culture to someone who knew things best..
Aku dlu cam x de agama..
Prngai mcm syaitan..
Seb baek tansfer dtg sni..
Classmate aku seb baek ok..
Aku terselamat while there is more who are drifting way far from their tracks..
Aku da mcm freaks pn ade..
Aku kejap lyn Asking Alexandria..
Kejap dgr Slam..
Tp skrg aku dgr je pape yg sdap..
Watpe nk dgr satu jenis lagu sdgkan byk g lagu2 sedap..
Lagu ni mcm makanan..
X kan hari2 nk mkn ayam..
Byk g lauk sedap..
But not all things leh ckp camtu..
Love for example..
Aku da byk tgk hbgn crash and burn..
I tried to save mine..
Tp ssh..
It's really hard..
Distance does make an impact..
The hardest thing i the world is to be loyal..
To be honest,yeah i do text the other girl but i never asked them to be my girlfriend..
NEVER EVER...
Biar la..
Kapel2 ni pn wat ape..
Blm tentu jd isteri..
I got almost nothing left..
Juz a few buddy,an I-POD,my bike and my family..
HAHAHA
My life feels like a joke..
But...
Hold on..
I'm coming fast to the peak..
HAHAHAHAHA

IMY

Da lame gak aku stay kt sri iskandar ni..
Tmpt ni cam lg best dr Lendu sbb sgt equipped..
P.M Fisal mmg jage gile student die..
Tp Uitm Alor Gajah still kt hati..
Uitm tu ade sentimental value..
Kt sini environment die laen..
Cam berpuak2 pn ade..
Tp x ksh la..
Jnji x kcau aku..
Roomate aku lwk2 la..
2 dr kelantan..
1 dr KL..
n aku ade DOY kt sni..
so ade la mmber2 yg rpt..
Dtg sni tibe2 aku jd laen..
Maybe sbb Doy..
aku jd rpat ngan MPP..
Satu MPP knl aku ngan doy..
kitorang part 1 da trlbt cam2 ngan MPP..
jage pc fair la.
g men bowling ngan MPP la..
best gak..
dpt tnjk ajar camne nk jd ketua..
kalau dlu aiman sll ajr aku leadership skill..
eemm.. :(
sedey la plak bile teringat time TESL lu..
tp aku yg ruin pluang tu..
maen2..
huuurrrmmm..
x pew la..
da nsib bdn..
kt sni TARGET AKU IALAH..
1)DPT 6 PACK
2)DPT POINTER 4.0
3)JD CLASS REP
4)JD MPP

aku skrg rjin g gym..
x pn push up kt blik..
bile aku workout teringat kt ajim,mubin ngan mox..
diowang sll ktuk2 time aku workout..
hahaha..
x rugi ade kwn baek camtu..

AKU RINDU KWN2 TESL..
TAPI AKU ADA MASA DEPAN KT SINI..AMIN.

I Wonder Why...

I see the world in a new perspective..
Not just see it but think about it as a whole..
Like why does it happening,why it turned out that way..
I was waiting for the buses at A.Star..
Suddenly an old chinese man approached me and asking for alms..
He looks like an old chinese man in China..
With his long white beard,old cane and a half balded head..
So i gave him 1 ringgit..(no biggie la,1 ringgit only)
But the crowd gave me a wierd look..
Some kind of(Why u give the old man that money) but i just ignored it thou..
A few minutes later,i know why the give me that look..
That old man smoke ciggie with da money that i gave him..
Damn..
Curse u old man...
I let the day be "stupid day of mine"

And karma definitely happening this time..
I'm in da same bus to Kangar with that damn old man..
I was like'What is he doing in Kangar' but i was too busy thinking about my work..
2 days later i'm on my way to work when i saw that old bastard again..
And this time he's trying to do da same old tricks..
Sorry old whip..i'm not a fool..
i gave him a looks and curse him a little bit(not too much because i'm late for works)
Hahaha..That make 1 ringgit worth it..

Friends..Anyone??

Sjak abis tesl ni kwn2 pn da mkin renggang..

Dlu kt hostel bkn men baek g..

G mkn rmai2..

Tp skrg aku cam da x de kwn..

Ade due tige org yg ddk dekat2 jew..

Tp ajak jmpe pn ssh..

Hidup aku skrg ngan keje jew..

Seb bek la ade si Nisa..

Bdk perlis ni kuat latah..

X la jemu aku time keje..

Tp kdang2 aku nk gak msj ngan mmber2 lame..

Tp diowang sombong gile..

Aku x taw la nape..

Msj pn x bls..

Call pn x angkt..

Pew la yg ssh sgt nk bls msj mmber2 lame2??

1 sen je pn.

X kan tu pn nk brkire..

adoyai..

Online facebook pn x taw nk watpe..

Bnde same jew tiap2 ari..

Bosan..

Bek aku bce sal bola jew..

Sbb tu la aku delete abis org kt fb aku..stkt ade friends rmai2 tp x de pn nk tgur,better x de trus..

Mudah..

Biar la org nk ckp pew..

Degree t aku mls da kwn2 sgt..

Cam apew g..

Stkt kwn time jmpe jew bek x pyh..

Frust sial..

Smlm aku break lak..

Parah2..

Tp aku just deal with it la...

Nk wat camne..

Da takdir..

Jang ngan Itik pn da mlsh gak..

Tp diowang rilex jew..

So aku pn nk try jd camtu..

Maybe it is written yg aku x leh da kwn nor gf kot..

Pape la..Trme jew la..

:(

Mulut aku mmg kuang ajar gile..
Aku pn ckp x pk..
Maen smbur jew..
Bile aku ckp someting..
Mostly aku akn nyesal..
Pnh sbb mlut aku x de kwn..
Hdup kosong tp x de mslh...
Bile ade kwn..
Mlut aku wat psl..
Mule la nk terkasar bhse..
adoi..
Aku sensitif n pnas brn..
Sbb due sft bodoh ni la aku sll gado..
Gado ngan semue org..
Gado ngan family,gf,kwn,msuh...
uurrrmmm..
kdang2 aku rase letih nk hdup..
cam lame g jew..
uuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrmmmmmmmmmmmm...

NO FRIENDS...NO LOVE..NO FAMILY..I GOT NO ONE...I'M LONELY...