LAUGHING GAS...

it's been a while since last i laugh hesterically..

mggu lpas jang,kendo,doy osman n mubin mluangkan mase utk pegi air pns gadek..

kitorang pegi ngan hrpn air pns tu ade kolam bsar swimming pool..

ceh...kolah mndi jew..

seb bek ade satu kolam besar..

x pe la..

mnd jew la..

aku yg terlupe bwk sluar pndek just pkai boxer putih..

bdk2 ni da wat bnyi mcm2..

pastu trun lam air...

huhu..bkn men pns g ha air die..

tibe2 trus ade 8 bijik telur rebus..hahaha..

tibe2 perut terase lapar..

aku pn g la bli burger..

eh...nape lapar g ni??

nek ats,tkar2 bju trus bli nasi lemak n sandwich kt tpi kolam tu..

hahahaha...bru knyang..best2...

time blik tu sume da ready nk g teratak hantu popular kt a.gajah..

alahai..nsb x de..mhl lak tiket..

sume blik kecewa jew

time smpai jew kt kolej,mubin,aku ngan madi terdgr bnyi2 pelik..

ape lg..sume pecut ha naek kolej..

last2 letih..

tu la..mntk nk jmp hantu bohong g...da jmp hantu btul....

AFTER ONE SEMESTER

CHANGES!!!!!!!!!

HATE CHANGES...

NAPE LA NK UBAH2 SOMETHING???

KALAU SOMETHING TU DA OK,BIAR JE LA..

HAHA..

CHANGES...

CHANGES YG BUAT AKU JD CAMNI...

APA GN PNDAI KLU DULL???

ITS LIKE MONALISA WITHOUT COLOUR...

I'M NOW JUST A GUY IN FRONT OF DESKTOP...

EACH DAY..

B4 CLASSES AND AFTER CLASSES...

HOW CAN I BE HAPPY WITH THAT??

MLSH2 LEN PN TIME2 NI LA NK DTG...

X CKP KEW MSLH AKU??

LIFE WITH NO REASON...

HEARBEAT

When I'm with you,

eternity is a step away,

my love continues to grow,

with each passing day.



This treasure of love,

I cherish within my soul,

how much I love you...

you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,

I've never felt before,

with each touch of your hand,

I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,

whenever we part,

know I hold you dearly,

deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,

I pray you hold true,

"Forever And Always,I Will Love You."

POEM

I hold my teardrops,
Just like rain drops in the night,
Feel like my heart stop,
But small soldier hold me tight,
Want to scream,
Like shadows sight,
Sleep means endless dream,
Like restless fight,
Should i be alive,
Should i start a new life,
Life brings sorrow,
Misery does not end tomorrow.

I HAVE A BAD LUCK OR NO LUCK??

PTSL2C
Ni la name class bru aku..
em..
aku x tau nk komen ape sal class bru ni..
maybe better than PTSL1B or maybe just ordinary..
next story..
a little argue with loved one became worst..
she had a broken leg..
a cut in her precious face ..
change to uitm dungun or arau..
haha..
am i laughing or crying..
it getting worst..
my room key fell into bathroom hole..
haha..
what a luck..
low pointer make it worst..
other problem doesnt bother me much but..
why does she have to leave me??
i never felt this way..
if she suffered a broken leg,i suffered a shattered heart...
i am trying so hard to be happy..
hoping that this is just a bad dream...

LETTER OF DEATH

Life is full of misery..
our life never always be happy..
all kind of shit happen to us..
people always said..
be strong friend..this just a test..
what a motherfucker are u??
said are easier than do..
fuck u..
suicide crossed my head few times..
living a life near death was enjoyable as life revive back..
should i suicide??
no..
why??
because someone still cares about u??
do they??
this is bullshit...
fucker..
bastard...

A piece of mind..

final exam da abis
muet pn da abis
byk yg face problem time muet..
tp x pe la..
kte da wat..
nothing we can do about the end result..
klu dpt smbung b.ED tesl best la..
klu x dpt,cri je la yg len..
ape la nk pening2 pale..
haha...
aku agk gmbira tika muet dtg kerna
buat seketika..
level 3 wing 2 agak pnuh ngan kelibat2 rakan2...
wlaupn hnya skjap..
x la kesunyian mendakap aku sgt..
sometimes aku suke tgk faris..
bkn suke cara gay ye..
suke tgk die sbb die pndai entertain diri die..
die introduce aku ngan the bloody beetroots ngan steve aoki..
gempak gile music electro..
whop whop..haha
electro..
music that full of vibe..
make me wanna move...
music does influence us..
kepade sape2 yg stress..
dgr je music electro..
mmg best..
like i said..
music is universal..
jd x salah kalau aku suke electro,metalcore,pop,dangdut,nasyid n etc..
janji kte happy...
thanks faris for da electro songs...

BATTLE AGAINST CIGARETTE ADDICTION

Smoking...

ape nkmat dunia yg terindah??

kan ku kata smoking...

hujah ku ini pasti akan disokong oleh beribu2 pengisap rokok yg lain...

sume smoker tau hazard yg bkal diterima tp nkmatnye lbih dr hazardnye..

itu jga pndapat aku mase dhulu..

what's good about smoke??

haha..

bile sedih..

kdang2 kwn x de..

sape pn x de...

tp rokok ade...

rokok la tmpt ku mengadu..

mslhku trbg brsama asap rokok itu..

sedikit sbyk mngurangkan tekanan yg dialami...

rokok sgt dbenci oleh kaum wanita...

nape??

rokok la tman tika kami sedih..

tp..

kata2 ayh jang serta ayahku mmbuatku sedar..

rokok bkn lah teman selamanya..

ia cuma mmbuat lubang di poket ku..

aku mula mrasai kesan asap2 durjana itu..

larianku mkin perlahan..

aku sering batuk2..

aku mula tertanya2..

adakah berbaloi aku memperjudikan nyawaku dengan sebatang rokok??

adakah nyawaku cuma bernilai 70 sen??

tidak2...

aku ingin hidup lbih lama..

utk mlihat ank dan cucuku berjaya..

mlihat perubahan dunia ..

ketika aku dimamah usia....

PENGALAMAN KE N DI RUMAH JANG

Den mnunggu bas di bus stop..

tggu pnya tggu..

den nmpk bas..

bas mara kaler kelabu..

tulis kt situ alor gajah..

den pn naek la..

driver tu kate bas tu g kl..

aku pn nk trun la

tibe2 driver tu srh aku nek je ngan charge seriggit

ngan muke malu sdikit,aku naek je la..haha

ape jadahnye tulis ke alor gajah..

ish3..

aku igt bas biase..rupenye bas ekspres...

x pe la

pastu aku naek bas g tampin.

dlm bas tu aku nmpk sorang cina..

tindik kt idung..

igt india..

muke serabut jew..

usha2 aku..

oi..nk rgol aku ke ape??haha

x pe la

aku pn trun la bas

lame gile nk kne tggu bas g pilah..

bosan2..smbil tu aku terpk yg tampin ni kat melaka ke kt n9??

lame gak la pk..akhirnya aku tahu yg tampin kt n9...

haha..

aku akhirnya brjaya naek bas..pakcik bas tu pnye la kerek..panaz ati bai..

tmbang bas 4.10 sen..

aku bg la 10 rggt..

die ckp ksar2 lak..

"x ckp 10 sen"...aku ngan muke yg panaz abis cube mncari 10 sen..

akhirnya ku jmp..haha...aku bg sambil mnahan prasaan ingin maki pkcik tu..haha

lame gak la nk smpai pilah..

pilah mengingatkan aku kpd kedah..

land of paddy field..

yahoo..

aku pn smpai kt pilah..

jang pn dtg amik aku..

mule2 g karaoke lu..

jang mcm biase la..

amik la DONT CRY n FANTASIA BULAN MADU..

giler r...sore die x pcah lak....

time tu mmber die pn ade..mmg kaki karaoke la bdk pilah..haha

mlm tu bru la den smpai kt umah die..

eh bsar la umah die..

x pe la..

aku pn mkn la mlm..

sdap giler mak die msk..hoho..besh2..

mlm tu g syisya..

syisya tu bru jo

klu x, x do syisya kt pilah...haha

pegi pn da lmbt tp still lyn gak..

dh la time tu ujan...

best giler aku ckp kau..

x mcm syisya kt lendu..

asap die tbal giler..

dh la satu blang tu lyn due org jew..

gile la..pale aku skit nk mampus mlm tu..

terbaek lah syisya pilah..hahaahahhahahaha

pastu ade la g jln2 kt pilah..klu nk cite pnjg la...tp seriusly aku nk pegi g pilah..huhu

tq jang n family..

AKU KNE TGUR

one day, aku kne tgur ngan sowang bdk form 3...

DAK:emm abg..abg rase abg baik x??

AKU:eh pehal kau ni..aku baik..haa..ape mslh kau??

DAK:abg x baik la..abg ni jht kot..

AKU:eh bdk ni..sdap2 kau lak nk kate kt aku..nk kne terajang ke ape??

DAK:abg ni..dh la jht,pns bran lak..

AKU:suke ati la...

DAK:tau x nape sye kate abg jht??

AKU:aku tau..sbb aku bkl trajang kau seminit dr skrg..haha..x la..nape??

DAK:ish wat lwk plak...abg taw x yg abg da lupe diri skrg??

AKU:kepala hayah kau..kau bg 5 sbb cpt sblm kau disepak berulang kali..

DAK:ye la..abg rase abg bgus sgt ke dpt ddk kt U??

AKU:leh thn bgus la..pehal??

DAK:abg da lupe sume benda..parents,smyg,kwn kt kg..mcm2 g..study pn da mls..

AKU:eh...bile mase aku lupe??x la..kau tduh ke ape??ksar brgurau dak ni..

DAK:btul kew??bile mase abg call parents??time nk mntk duit jew kan??smyg mmg sll jew tggll..kwn2 pn da jrang contact..

AKU:oit..x la..maybe btul..

bdak tu tibe2 hlang..

guess who is the kid????

MUSIC JUST FOR FUN..DONT TAKE IT TOO SERIUS

aku minat bring me the horizon tp aku dgr jew lagu taylor swift gak..

ade owang ckp kt aku"x ganas r bai dgr lagu pompuan"...x ganas??

dgr lagu pn nk kne ganas kew??klu lagu tu sdap,slh kew aku dgr??

music kan universal...aku dgr mcm2 jenis lagu..

itu x menunjukkan aku x tetap pndirian...

aku appreciate music..

klu lyric tu best n music sedap,aku mst suke pnye lagu tu...

klu otak korang fix suke music from specific genre,mmg la otak korang x suke music from genre lain..

korang mcm force diri suke lagu tu..

bosan la asyik dgr lagu ganaz2 jew...

sekali sekala best gak klu dgr music slow...

x la life ni dull sgt..haha..

preferably dgr music ikut mood..

aku dgr lagu ikut mood..

agak2 aku happy,aku dgr la music relax2 ckit...

mcm COBRA STARSHIP kew..

ade owang yg nk mrh pn still dgr music ganaz2...mau x lg mrh..ish3...

cube dgr beethoven ke time mrh..kan cool ckit..

MR.PRESIDENT@DUNHILL14 fan

Everyone love ANUAR MUSA..yes the one and only ANUAR MUSA a.k.a JANG...
ish...susah bona ckp inggeris..den ckp negori la...
dio la org first yg aja den bhaso negori..mulo2 susoh gilo nk ngikutnye..
lamo2 tu ok la...
first time den nmpok dio kt level otw to the toilet..
muko serius jo smbil mmegang DUNHILL 14..waa..
cam model a ekau ni Jang..haha..
den pn smoker gak..
so den pn togu la dio..
den pn chating la ngan dio..
muko serius bai..
den igt gangster mano a amik tesl lak..
ish3..
jang2..
muko dio mmg la lwk tp den respect die bai..
bkn sbb den baik ngan dio..
tp sobab dio pnyo point of view..
otak dio matang gilo...
positive jo..
always look on the bright side..
dio sll kato kan den''long,ekau ni cubo lo pk positif ckit"

jang..
den igt ayt ni..hahaha..
byk bondo yg den polik sal dio ni..
wat lwk tp muko x golak...
ekau ni ado remote control golak ko hapo jang??
musykil den..

kaler mmg ni sinonim ngan kaler DUNHILL


ekau mmg terbaik jang..
terbaik dr ladang kotum SD..
hahahahahahahahahaahahaha

Y suicide??

i hope our friend MEOR is ok...

the thing that he did make me wonder..

Suicide is the answer to everything kew?

ade ke jwpn bg mslh ko time da last breath?

jwpn x de tp malaikat maut dtg amik nyawa ade la..

ade ke nikmat time ko nk mati??

sakit ade la..

yg bnh diri trjun bangunan..

ngan terjun tu leh solve mslh ko kew??

aku nk gak r klu leh..

tp aku pnh brada lam situasi tu..

stupid la klu bnh dri...

kte ade kwn..

nape x cite kt kwn??

bile kte trlalu pndam prasaan kte akn cri shortcut tuk mslh kte...

suicide bkn shortcut..

suicide is the source to more problem..

mati da la msuk neraka sbb bnh diri..

nk kne jwb ngan malaikat g kt kbur..

tu klu mati la..

klu blood clot kt brain kew..

jd paralyse ke tp x mati..

x ke nyusahkan parents ko..

kte sll pk yg nyawa kte hak kte..

orang len pn relate gak la..

ko pk ko x de sape2 lam dunia ni tp ko slp..

at least ade sowang yg care sal ko..

DONT DO SUICIDE

everyone got a problem

some even bigger problem

seek friends advice..

if too worst,seek professional advice..

STUDY OR KT UMAH LG BEST

what do u think about it??

bg aku kt umah x best...

for someone mmg la best sbb leh jmp family n siblings..

but 4 me,rumah = kebosanan yg mmbunuhku..

nk lepak ngan mmber pn...hurrmmm

member ade yg smbong,study kt tmpt len,lost contact..

aq x taw klu pkra yg same jd kt korang tp this thing happen to me..

thats y aku lepak kt hostel jew..

ade gak tman bersembang..

klu study...

best r gak..

sbb ade gak pkra bru yg kte tau tiap2 ari..

tp nk g class,satu hal..

tido lmbt..

class pkl 8.30..

mane x lmbt g class...

assignment berbukit2..

haha..mane smpt nk siap..ish3...

rase nk blik umah lak time tu..

tp bile blik umah kte rase bosan..

so kte nk g mane time holiday utk mgelakkan bosan???

nk g brcuti??

x mampu..

nk g camping??

da bosan la camping...

nk g mane g??

any suggestion????